My Last Post.......

....only for a little while, just until I feel

good enough to get

up and move around and play....

Tomorrow is the big

day for me!

I am anxious, not so much for the

surgery, although

that is a really big factor, but, no

its mainly because

of the medical expenses that has come

because of my health.

It doesn't feel good knowing alot of the

bills are because of

my health, my problems, my issues.

Yesterday at the Pre-op

appointment, we paid for the hospital

stay, and eventhough

we have insurance, it still hurt! Hurt Bad!

I'm thinking of the fact

that we're adding this to the rest of the

medical bills. I got

emotional, but fought it hard not to show it

otherwise it worries my

dh.

He is so supportive, he tells me that I should

not worry, for better or for

worse, right?

Sorry, babe, I tell him, this is the worse

I guess.

But I"ve been very busy, I made lots of

food:

Split Pea and Chorizo Soup

Meatballs

Lasagna

Beef Stew

White Bean and Bacon Soup

White Chicken Chili

I'm hoping it'll last for a while

eventhough I know

we won't go hungry, thanks to

family and friends.

But I wanted to feel useful after

all this.

I'm doing laundry now and some

cleaning.

I have to pack an overnight bag

as well. UGGHHH!!

I can't wait until its all over and I

can come home.

I have lots of crafting I want to do

but I have to wait

a little bit. I will be resting for a few

days.

So I won't be posting until sometime

from now.

I'm going to take a break, for a little

while.

But please, feel free to leave me a comment.

So many have

and its meant so much. I will be checking

from time to time.

 Monday morning after lots of rain and wind

the sun came out and the

clouds looked

beautiful, it put a smile on my face and helped

me forget for that moment

It looks like a really snowy covered

mountain to me.

Isn't it so pretty? I love clouds, all the

shapes they can

take on. I think of how much our Creator

wants us to enjoy

the beauty around us and wants us to smile

and forget at that moment

what we're going

through!

Until later, take care and we'll "talk" soon.